Ever had a dream that left you somewhere between memory
and meaning? 🌙🧠
I dreamt - I was writing an exam for my brother… ✍️📄
Only to watch time, emotions, and roles blur across a classroom that wasn’t
mine. 🕰️💭🏫
A short story about caregiving, pressure, and second
chances told through a letter, a teacher, and a dream that stayed with me.
❤️📚💫
The exam hall was humming with silence - that strange, concentrated stillness
where minds are loud but voices quiet. I was there, pen in hand, pouring
careful words onto paper. Not for myself, though. I was writing on behalf of my
brother. 🖊️
He sat on the bench just ahead of mine, head bent,
scribbling on his own sheet. Different subjects, different struggles. Still, in
that moment, it felt like we were sharing the same exam, just taking it
differently.
Once I finished the letter, I walked up to the invigilator
and hesitantly asked if the formatting was okay. She glanced at it, nodded. I
returned to my seat, satisfied. Leaning forward, I whispered to my brother,
“It’s done.”
He looked back, eyes defiant and determined. “I want to
write it myself,” he said. Before I could say anything, he tore the paper. The
very paper I’d poured effort into. And then, with a strange calmness, he
started writing from scratch.
Minutes later, he walked out of the hall. 🚶♂️
Then it happened. The smart screen at the front flashed:
"Time’s up." ⏰
Panic struck me like lightning. ⚡ I
looked at his empty seat, then at the clock, then back again. My legs moved
before my thoughts did. I rushed out, calling his name - or maybe not his name.
It didn’t sound right. Not the name I’ve always known him by. A blur of urgency. The teacher joined me
in the search.
Soon, she returned, eyes wide.
“He’s been found. He’s injured.” 🩹
The scene shifted. I was outside now - in a garden where
scattered students lounged like fallen petals. 🍃 And then, I saw him. He
was being carried by two others. He looked smaller than I remembered, fragile.
Without hesitation, I ran and took him into my arms, lifting him in a way that
defied physics but made sense to the heart. ❤️
His fingers were bloodied, bandaged, and swollen. “Can you write?” I asked, already knowing the answer. He shook his head gently.
Back in the hall, I faced the invigilator. “English is his
favorite subject,” I said, not knowing why.
A voice called from the doorway. “History too!”
I smiled. “That’s Anwita Ma’am’s doing,” I replied - a
little inside joke from another part of life. 📚
Then, he began to dictate. Slowly, clearly. His voice was
calm, like waves guiding a paper boat. And I wrote again - this time, not
alone, but together.
Just as I finished the letter and started chit-chatting with
ma'am, my alarm went off. And I woke up. 🌅
🪞 Reflections: When
Roles and Realities Overlap
After waking up, one detail stayed with me longer than the
rest - the mention of Anwita Ma’am, my daughter’s history teacher. She has no
connection to my brother, yet in the dream, I credited her for his love of
history. And the setting itself - the exam hall with a smart screen - felt more
like my daughter’s school than anything from my own past or my brother’s.
It made me wonder: why did my mind bring these two worlds
together? 🤔
Perhaps it’s because, in some ways, I don’t see myself only
as a sister or only as a parent - the roles blur. I’ve often found myself
supporting those I care for in ways that go beyond labels. Whether it’s my
daughter learning in a modern classroom or my brother navigating life in his
own way, I find myself constantly toggling between guidance, protection, and
quiet support. 🫶
Maybe Anwita Ma’am represents the kind of influence I admire
- someone who inspires a love for learning in a natural, lasting way. Maybe I
wished my brother had someone like that too, at a time he needed it. Or maybe I
was simply drawing from a familiar part of my life - my daughter’s daily school
experiences - to fill in emotional gaps in the dream.
The smart screen flashing “time’s up” added urgency, but
also a sense of modern structure and pressure - something I’ve noticed in
today’s academic environments. 📺⏳ My brain seems to have
layered the dream with the present-day reality of my daughter’s learning,
adding elements of routine and responsibility I associate with her world.
So while the dream began with my brother, it quietly folded
in echoes of parenting, of teaching, of caregiving, of wanting to do right by
the people I love, even if they are on different journeys. 🚸
“Because sometimes, helping means doing. Other times, it
means waiting until they ask. And the real test? Is knowing when to do
which.” ✅



A beautiful dream and a nice writeup. Mind and its creativity amazes me. This also speaks of caring and assuming responsibility for someone elses burden and as you rightly put an aspect of parenting where you look for wanting to cover for their shortcomings.
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